Day Seven
Write a letter to your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.
It had to be this didn’t it. It had to be this. Tumblr I hate you.
I don’t know what to say. You said we will talk, I don’t know what you want to talk about. I’ve barely stopped crying in two days, and I miss you like I’ve never missed anything before in my life. You said you still want to be there for me and to look after me, but all I need right now is a hug from you. Everyone tells me you’re a dick, but I know deep down you’re not. Your actions are ridiculous sometimes, and I don’t understand why you had to end it. Wanting to be alone is not enough of an excuse, but if it’s what you want I guess I must let you have it.
You said you didn’t want to be in a relationship, but eventually you will be again. And it will hurt like a fucking shot to the head. You’ve stripped away my everything in the blink of an eye and now I’m lost. I don’t know what to do with myself, I don’t know where to go or what to feel or who to talk to. I don’t know. I don’t know anything right now.
I know I was naive. I gave you my everything, and now I have nothing. I still have a drawer full of your clothes, and I don’t know how to give you them back. You still have a stack of my DVD’s, and I don’t know how to ask for them back. I don’t want to, it would make it too real.
I don’t want to be here any more. This was too sudden, it was too unfair and it hurt too much. What am I supposed to do with myself?
You saw how much it hurt me, and I saw how much it upset you. We were both a big crying mess on your doorstep. Why did you have to do it?
I’m broken and I don’t know what to do.
